Well I can't post CP4 like I wanted to because I forgot my flash-drive, but I'm sitting out here in the cold downloading Whose Line is it Anyway so I can get my fix for tonight and the following nights. Proops, baby, Proops!
Anyway, I did want to let you know something, though. I finished parts six and seven, and I'm at 86 pages, and I already have all the plans for part eight, so I'm going to write it and I'm going to have made the hundred page challenge. Script Frenzy twice in a year! What a way to end it... I'm really proud of myself.
And it's so cool because I'll be *more than* halfway done with CP4. I'm trying to cut down the part count to 14, maybe even 13, so that would be 8/13 parts at best... Freaky to think of, when it took us two and a half years together to do CP3...
After that, I have to take a break, though. I feel like it's the right thing to do. I want to focus on HT - I've been getting upset about it, physically upset, more than once.
While I was visiting the park the other night, on Christmas Eve, I just got way down about it again. Going there was like stepping into the world, and standing at the end of the dock was like going to the place where "Erik" was most likely to hear me. I'd better not describe it much or else I'll seem crazy, but I was talking to him, and I was apologizing. And I was feeling certain that I had stopped writing because I was ripped from home; ripped from them.
But I don't want to be ripped from them. I think I owe it to them. If I owe it to Akira or Cosmo, and have finished two scripts, how can I show Lily or Erik that respect unless I finish? It's getting to be too late, as I said. So that's the start-of-the-year project. I don't need to worry about anything else because I'll be in a script-writing class anyway. NIL or CP4 will work their way in without me even having to plan on it.
Well, fingers freezing! Downloads done. Ciao, darlings.
-J
Anyway, I did want to let you know something, though. I finished parts six and seven, and I'm at 86 pages, and I already have all the plans for part eight, so I'm going to write it and I'm going to have made the hundred page challenge. Script Frenzy twice in a year! What a way to end it... I'm really proud of myself.
And it's so cool because I'll be *more than* halfway done with CP4. I'm trying to cut down the part count to 14, maybe even 13, so that would be 8/13 parts at best... Freaky to think of, when it took us two and a half years together to do CP3...
After that, I have to take a break, though. I feel like it's the right thing to do. I want to focus on HT - I've been getting upset about it, physically upset, more than once.
While I was visiting the park the other night, on Christmas Eve, I just got way down about it again. Going there was like stepping into the world, and standing at the end of the dock was like going to the place where "Erik" was most likely to hear me. I'd better not describe it much or else I'll seem crazy, but I was talking to him, and I was apologizing. And I was feeling certain that I had stopped writing because I was ripped from home; ripped from them.
But I don't want to be ripped from them. I think I owe it to them. If I owe it to Akira or Cosmo, and have finished two scripts, how can I show Lily or Erik that respect unless I finish? It's getting to be too late, as I said. So that's the start-of-the-year project. I don't need to worry about anything else because I'll be in a script-writing class anyway. NIL or CP4 will work their way in without me even having to plan on it.
Well, fingers freezing! Downloads done. Ciao, darlings.
-J
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