Not only have I not written any He's There this month except for a tiny experimental segment, I haven't even finished plotting. I can't garner up the motivation by myself. I used to have people to talk to who helped me come up with my own ideas. Prompts, outside opinions, insight, suggestions. Just feeling like somebody else in the world gives a shit about the details of my project gives me inspiration to make progress, but I do not have that. And because my depression continues to flare up and bar me from focusing in such an isolated situation, I probably can't make progress until I've got help again. I want to ask for someone to talk to (through a live conversation, a text chat, a voice chat, or even emails as long as they're frequent) but every time I ask for human interaction, I don't seem to get it... it's like nobody believes me that I'm real and I need it. Writing this here because maybe someone's listening who won't so passively ignore me. It's a really empty feeling, not writing, not being able to write, or think out what it is I need to write...