Well, I think it's time. If nothing better comes up (which it likely won't), I'm going to put He's There on break on December 1st and return to Wooden Light. *cough-sputter-choke-hates name-cough*
I've had plans, I'm re energized, I want to write out what happens to these damn characters. 120 pages and we've touched the tip of the iceberg only. During autumn, I think what I'll do is find some videos (specifically on the Paranoid subtype if possible) and desperately search for the very illusive self-published book Am I Crazy?. And I was also hoping I could snag an actual person with schizophrenia from the Schizophrenia.com forums and have some talks. I did it somewhat once, but the one I talked to seemed really skeptical and I think at the time, I knew so little that I made a fool of myself. Agghh. Do you know what it's like to make a fool of yourself in front of a schizophrenic person? It's terrible and you feel offensive. I'm glad that Greg is patient with me.
Well anyway, these things have to be done before it's too late, even if everything that I write and have written is going to be drastically revised. Over and over and over again.
On the completely random note, I love how it's 1984 and Kurt pulls out a cellphone in Chapter 9. What a dumbass I am.
I've had plans, I'm re energized, I want to write out what happens to these damn characters. 120 pages and we've touched the tip of the iceberg only. During autumn, I think what I'll do is find some videos (specifically on the Paranoid subtype if possible) and desperately search for the very illusive self-published book Am I Crazy?. And I was also hoping I could snag an actual person with schizophrenia from the Schizophrenia.com forums and have some talks. I did it somewhat once, but the one I talked to seemed really skeptical and I think at the time, I knew so little that I made a fool of myself. Agghh. Do you know what it's like to make a fool of yourself in front of a schizophrenic person? It's terrible and you feel offensive. I'm glad that Greg is patient with me.
Well anyway, these things have to be done before it's too late, even if everything that I write and have written is going to be drastically revised. Over and over and over again.
On the completely random note, I love how it's 1984 and Kurt pulls out a cellphone in Chapter 9. What a dumbass I am.
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