I am so sick of this.
I trade one fucking ailment for the next. I take painkillers to chase away stomach pain, it goes away, I get a headache when I'm trying to work on HT, so I take more, and then my stomach starts burning and for a moment I'm vaguely nauseous--- just STOP, body! Stop it! Stop hurting every fucking day! I want to actually get something done and now I have to stop so I can do what? Sit here with a heating pad, pouting and popping saltines.
I'm already on two medications for this crap.
Do I need three?
I trade one fucking ailment for the next. I take painkillers to chase away stomach pain, it goes away, I get a headache when I'm trying to work on HT, so I take more, and then my stomach starts burning and for a moment I'm vaguely nauseous--- just STOP, body! Stop it! Stop hurting every fucking day! I want to actually get something done and now I have to stop so I can do what? Sit here with a heating pad, pouting and popping saltines.
I'm already on two medications for this crap.
Do I need three?
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