Well I sure feel like a real loser right now.

First Tuesday of writing CP3: We write like a page and then I fall asleep at the computer.
Second Tuesday of writing CP3: Kate is sick and then busy, never comes online.
Third Tuesday of writing CP3: We get caught up chatting it up, start late again, write like 3 pages, I fall asleep at the computer AGAIN.

Fuck. I never used to just collapse at 11:00 before. I would blame it on my schedule, but then I'd be shirking responsibility. Damnit. Kate must be frustrated with me. I know I am. We don't have even one part done and we should've completed three by now.

There's still time... I'm just venting...

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AHHHHH!~~ I squeeed when I found this.

See THAT'S what you call Phantom make-up! ♥ I could live with that. Really, I could. The shots of him when he was pulling off the fake parts were not so telling because he was too close to the camera, but I still thought "it's not THAT bad," he looks more injured than deformed, and he still has pretty green eyes. So there.

This, on the other hand, is a Ken doll disappointment non-Phantom... wearing a piece of plastic over his left eye and whining and moaning for no reason. I mean for fuuuuuuck's sake, even MY Phantom has more issues with his face than this guy. And he's not even REALLY a Phantom.

And I don't really care - I've probably made people suspect - my Erik totally ruined the top half of his face with scissors. Lines everywhere, new and old, puffy scars and fresh red scrapes. I know this isn't really a deformity, but he was never deformed, so he had to make do. It's a constant project, as well, similarly to Rob's Erik. Beauty/ugliness takes work!